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another sleepless night filled with speechless monologues,
they repeat in my head,
I'll tear them apart just to know what i'm thinking,
i am a nest, where you lay,
your ideas to rest,
i pray that one day i can build a better me,
and is it wrong if i say,
that every day i pray that i will one day die alone,

I'd rather die than wish anyone in my place,

the world won't know a better me,
even if i could try to change,
i'd still always end up the same,

i’d rather die than wish anyone in my place,
and i'd rather drown over a thousand times,
than come up for a breathe of air,

i can’t rest, my life is not that blessed,
i can’t rest, my life is not that blessed,
i can’t rest, my life is not that blessed,
i can’t rest...

i feel so dead inside, but i can hold myself together for a couple more nights,
my mind is racing, and there is no finish line,
You must be alone if you want to die alone...

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from If Hell Exists, released July 18, 2018

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