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Obsessive Compulsive

from If Hell Exists by If Hell Exists

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I am uneasy, nothing will ever please me,
My stomach turns, still I never learn,
I take every step I can, to rid these images from my head...

But I might soon be locked in a casket,
Full of forever fearful false but flattering signs,
That one day I might feel alive...

But I won't live until this feeling subsides(X3)

I must clean up this mess I made,
This bloody fucking chest that caved,
When there is nothing to replace,
The parts of me that I can't trace...

I am not a machine, I am not built for this,
This fiction filled with blissfulness,
I am not afraid...

You can use this knife to cut out what I hide,
Start right below my throat carve down to my stomach,
I promise you I have nothing left inside,
I promise you I have nothing left inside...

Was this such a fucking surprise,
I barely have a life left...

I am a lingering feeling,
I will remind you why you wished you were dead,
I will make you misplace your mind
But when I misplace my heart, your life will come to an end,
Will come to an end...

Its for the best, if we give all of this a rest(X3)

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from If Hell Exists, released July 18, 2018

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